the inside and the outside...

how long  can you keep it with you?

i do not think that i can  for so long,

 however in this silence i am free.............

so many ideas, so many  of so many,

and at the end a whole lot of nothing..

nothing wich is something,

contradictions, what happen when you contradict yourself?

how  do you get there?

 in wich moment your ideas go opposite with other ideas?

i think i am going to  go faster

"Everyone takes the limits of his own vision for the limits of the world"

inside

I AM ME....

In all the world,
there is no one else exactly like me -
everything that comes out of me is authentically mine,
because I alone choose it - I own everything about me - my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions,
whether they be to others or to myself -
I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears -
I own all my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me - by so doing I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts -
I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me,
and other aspects that I do not know -
but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself,
I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and for ways to find out more about me - 

"However I look and sound, whatever I say and do,
and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me"

 If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought and felt turned out to be unfitting, I can discard that which I feel is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded
I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do.
I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive,
and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me - 
I own me, and therefore I can engineer me -  

I am me &
I AM OKAY

:) un cambio

Hay demasiadas cosas por delante, lo que sucede sucede, y no se pueden retrasar , posponer las decisiones del universo o  como sea que tu le llames,

 

vive el momento que es solo un momento ya sea de tristesa , alegria o incertidumbre, pero trata de sacarle el maximo de positividad de  ese preciso momento, no es tan dificil, mientras te llenes a ti mismo de cosas positivas , todo estara bien, buena cara a los dias dificiles, por que al final de eso , son solo dias , ratos , la vida es increible y nos brinda demasiadas cosas , como para solo regozijarnos en las negativas.

"No es artista el que pinta, si no el que es capaz de hacer de su vida un arte"

EVERYTHING COUNTS

It's funny how all the events in life are all connected,

one thing that happens in your life leads you to another one,

it's like one little story, we are living  a script that has been already written, with thousands and thousands of caracters that make something, a difference in your life, they all fit together to make the story have sense, you might not pay attention  but all those diferent connectors are there,  since the person that  sold you the clothes you are wearing  right now, untill  that soul that marks your life forever....

Every smell,  flavor, pain, vision, enjoyment, sound, that you have experienced in your journey of life , has been there for a reason.

  take a little time to look back and you will why...

to much to loose , or win?

would be nice to know it..
however if i do not try i will never know it.

Summer has arrived... fly me to the moon and let me play among the stars

All the universe in one grain of sand,

the summer has arrived.. and with it so many new things, i feel like a snake changing it's skin... and i have a repulsion to snakes,

however my skin is changing too.. i'm going into the same process of becoming something new, and now that i think about it, is very ironical...                                                  

what's what it makes it? how can u know when it happens?

i miss you, like the night without stars,

like you miss a beautiful morning,

being without you i swear to god that it hurts,

i miss you when i walk, when i cry ,when i laugh, when the sun shines,when is very cold,

because i feel you like something very mine.

i miss you like the trees miss the autumn,

in those nights when i can't sleep, you don't even know how much i miss you

i miss you in every step that i feel lonely,

in every moment that i am living day by day,

i am suffering because i miss you,

i miss you when the rainbow starts giving it's colors

i miss you with all your virtues and your mistakes,

for whatever reason you want, i don't know but i miss you.

so beautiful , so dangerous...

19 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity.

1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a
Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down.

2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice.

3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want
Fries with that.

4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In-Box."

5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso.

6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds

7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy."

8. Don't use any punctuation

9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk.

10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face.

11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go."

12. Sing Along At The Opera.

13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme

14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical Sounds All Day.

15. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can't Attend Their
Party Because You're Not In The Mood.

16. Have Your Co-workers Address You By Your Wrestling Name, Rock Bottom.

17. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream "I Won!, I Won!"

18. When Leaving The Zoo, Start Running Towards The Parking lot,Yelling
"Run For Your Lives, They're Loose!!"

19. Tell Your Children Over Dinner. "Due To The Economy, We Are Going To
Have To Let One Of You Go."

thanks to Jessica Carby for giving me this...

going higher

this post in particular has an special dedication to one truly friend,, he asked me to write tonight so here it goes....

the most simple things in life are those that count and love the most
fasinated that is how i am now, overloaded could be also a good adjective to describe my state of mind, at this moment

i need to be cautious otherwise some of my words tonigh might be taken wrong..

wich i really do not care if that happens..

im keen observer of the strange human behaviour , there is nothing else in this world that i could enjoy the most than observing and analizing , is a quality that i have got without really wanting it, must be a talent i think, and i love it.

i always see "this" and "that"... then i start to wonder! yes i wonder some people will never imagine whats behind of this tiny little person that i seem to be, but i'm always overlooking , i'm glad that i do because exactly for that quality that i have, i'm able to figure out all those things in my head, those little bugs that are always hunting me, and asking me more more and more.

i'm always hungry for knowing more and more and when i satisfy that need i get pleased...

excited-scared-ambiguos-positive-energetic

And how do you feel about that? im feeling in the 3rd dimension

He asked to see how she was , then he regreted .

her knowledge was way too ahead from what he could perceive,

i'm just in there in 3rd dimension, i do not think anyone besides me can see it or feel it,

i have seen myself, from inside to outside and still can control that.

-in this silent , i have seen it-

It's just too much, sometimes i say that , i guees all the time, but still ,somehow i can't get rid from old habits, seems easy , in teory it is! " everything is easy as long as u want",

bullshit!

why most of time we want to believe such a bullshit, everything is easy no! it is not

we always like the most things that aren't "good" , but what is good and what is not good?

how people can dare to make a judgement about any fucking behaviour in particular?

we would live better if we could only let ourselves go by our true feelings and not by our judgements, always always our conscience, like if that helps, no it does not in the end make us to act like somebody that we are not.
*touch me in the morning, and melt my hearth at nigh*.

only if you can love, understand, feel and embrace
your loneliness you are going to able to understand something or somebody else