the hedonism came back

An extremist cat

i'm a lover and i am a fighter

i get angry easily but i'm working on it

i party, sleep and think too much but i get my shit done

i have a weakness for sweet talkers, but i am learning and enforcing my boundaries

i don't let many people in, but once they are in they are there forever

i am strong and independent, and i have been broken

but never shattered.

Mi MEXICO

mi

B-i-c-e-n-t-e-n-a-r--i-o

 200 años de ser "libres"  por todos lados se encuentra este adjetivo la libertad, oh si la libertad!, pero el realidad lo somos, creo que no.

Aun asi en los ultimos dias, he llegado a percibir y sentir la inigualable belleza de mi Mexico lindo y querido, y es que es increible, sus colores y es que si, en todas sus variedades es algo que simplemente me fasina.

Caminando por las calles del centro historico logro percibir a mi gente que me atreveria a decir que es de las mas cordiales, siempre sonriendo, y aunque vengan adversidades siempre logramos si bien no estar excelente pues darle una buena cara a esta situaciones.

Que puedo decir, amo mi pais su belleza en cada aspecto y su cultura, esta cultura de gente guerrera que tras una "conquista" aun asi decidio  y persistio en conservarse tal y como es.

the inside and the outside...

how long  can you keep it with you?

i do not think that i can  for so long,

 however in this silence i am free.............

so many ideas, so many  of so many,

and at the end a whole lot of nothing..

nothing wich is something,

contradictions, what happen when you contradict yourself?

how  do you get there?

 in wich moment your ideas go opposite with other ideas?

i think i am going to  go faster

"Everyone takes the limits of his own vision for the limits of the world"

inside

I AM ME....

In all the world,
there is no one else exactly like me -
everything that comes out of me is authentically mine,
because I alone choose it - I own everything about me - my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions,
whether they be to others or to myself -
I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears -
I own all my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me - by so doing I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts -
I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me,
and other aspects that I do not know -
but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself,
I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and for ways to find out more about me - 

"However I look and sound, whatever I say and do,
and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me"

 If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought and felt turned out to be unfitting, I can discard that which I feel is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded
I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do.
I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive,
and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me - 
I own me, and therefore I can engineer me -  

I am me &
I AM OKAY

:) un cambio

Hay demasiadas cosas por delante, lo que sucede sucede, y no se pueden retrasar , posponer las decisiones del universo o  como sea que tu le llames,

 

vive el momento que es solo un momento ya sea de tristesa , alegria o incertidumbre, pero trata de sacarle el maximo de positividad de  ese preciso momento, no es tan dificil, mientras te llenes a ti mismo de cosas positivas , todo estara bien, buena cara a los dias dificiles, por que al final de eso , son solo dias , ratos , la vida es increible y nos brinda demasiadas cosas , como para solo regozijarnos en las negativas.

"No es artista el que pinta, si no el que es capaz de hacer de su vida un arte"

EVERYTHING COUNTS

It's funny how all the events in life are all connected,

one thing that happens in your life leads you to another one,

it's like one little story, we are living  a script that has been already written, with thousands and thousands of caracters that make something, a difference in your life, they all fit together to make the story have sense, you might not pay attention  but all those diferent connectors are there,  since the person that  sold you the clothes you are wearing  right now, untill  that soul that marks your life forever....

Every smell,  flavor, pain, vision, enjoyment, sound, that you have experienced in your journey of life , has been there for a reason.

  take a little time to look back and you will why...

to much to loose , or win?

would be nice to know it..
however if i do not try i will never know it.

Summer has arrived... fly me to the moon and let me play among the stars

All the universe in one grain of sand,

the summer has arrived.. and with it so many new things, i feel like a snake changing it's skin... and i have a repulsion to snakes,

however my skin is changing too.. i'm going into the same process of becoming something new, and now that i think about it, is very ironical...                                                  

what's what it makes it? how can u know when it happens?

i miss you, like the night without stars,

like you miss a beautiful morning,

being without you i swear to god that it hurts,

i miss you when i walk, when i cry ,when i laugh, when the sun shines,when is very cold,

because i feel you like something very mine.

i miss you like the trees miss the autumn,

in those nights when i can't sleep, you don't even know how much i miss you

i miss you in every step that i feel lonely,

in every moment that i am living day by day,

i am suffering because i miss you,

i miss you when the rainbow starts giving it's colors

i miss you with all your virtues and your mistakes,

for whatever reason you want, i don't know but i miss you.

so beautiful , so dangerous...

19 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity.

1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a
Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down.

2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice.

3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want
Fries with that.

4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In-Box."

5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso.

6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds

7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy."

8. Don't use any punctuation

9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk.

10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face.

11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go."

12. Sing Along At The Opera.

13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme

14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical Sounds All Day.

15. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can't Attend Their
Party Because You're Not In The Mood.

16. Have Your Co-workers Address You By Your Wrestling Name, Rock Bottom.

17. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream "I Won!, I Won!"

18. When Leaving The Zoo, Start Running Towards The Parking lot,Yelling
"Run For Your Lives, They're Loose!!"

19. Tell Your Children Over Dinner. "Due To The Economy, We Are Going To
Have To Let One Of You Go."

thanks to Jessica Carby for giving me this...