i feel like crystal clear

I have forgiven mistakes that were unforgivable, I have tried to replace those who were unreplaceable and tried to forget those who were unforgettable. 

I have done things on impulse. I have been let down by those whom I thought would never let me down but i have also let others down.

 I have laughed when It was almost impossible to laugh. I have held someone to protect them. I have made life long friends, I’ve loved and been loved. I have screamed and jumped for joy, i have lived on love and made eternal promises of love.

 I have fallen many times. I have cried while listening to music and also when looking at photos. I have called someone just to hear their voice. I have fallen in love with a smile. 

I have also thought I was going to die from loosing someone special and I did loose them! but I lived! and I still live! 

I don’t allow life to pass me by and neither should you! 
Live! What is really good is to fight with determination, embrace life and live it with passion! Loose your battles with class and dare to win because.. "the world belongs to those who dare and live, Life is worth too much to be insignificant…”


2011

ALUMBRAME

No, do not try to apologize,do not play to insist, excuses existed before you. No, don't look at me like before, do not talk in plural, rhetoric is your most lethal weapon. I'm gonna  ask you to not come back I still feel that you hurt deep inside.. At your age you don't even know what it's like to break someone's heart Is not possible to  live with such a venom, the hope your love gave me No one else gave it to me before i swear. You can not devote your soul to accumulate attempts , it weighs more the anger than the cement... I hope you do not expect me to wait after my 26 .... my patience is completely gone , I'm looking without looking to see if you get mad and leave..

“The more you let yourself go, the less others let you go”

DREAM MACHINE

“The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!”.

JACK  KEROUAC.

do you like passion? 

follow your feelings, is not a matter of being hedonistic, it's a matter of feeling, 

having the joy of taking the decisions you feel the ones that make you having that sensation of pleasure...

We are all scare of passion , we are all scare of desire.

Enjoy being disturbed by those thoughts and let you mind take over,

Enjoy the journey.

MIND.SOUL.BODY

PSY AND POETRY

Autour de moi

Je ne vois pas

Qui sont les anges

Sûrement pas moi

Encore une fois

Je suis cassée

Encore une fois

Je n'y crois pas

I'm Me!
Can you dig it.
My meat is real,
My hands;how they move
balanced like little demons,
My hair: so twined and writhing,
The skin of my face; pinch the cheeks,
My flaming sword tongue,
spraying verbal fire-flys
I'm real.
I'm human
But I'm not an ordinary man
No No No

What are you doing here?
What do you want?
Is it music?
We can play music.
But you want more.
You want something and someone new.

Am I right?
Of course I am.
You want ecstasy
Desire and dreams.
Things not exactly what they seem.
I lead you this way, he pulls that way.
I'm not singing to an imaginary girl.
I'm talking to you, my self.
Let's recreate the world.
The palace of conception is burning.
Look. See it burn.
Bask in the warm hot coals.
Look. See it burn.
Bask in the warm hot coals.

 You're too young to be old
You don't need to be told
You want to see things as they are.
You know exactly what I do
Everything.

QUE LAS LAGRIMAS DE ESTA NOCHE SE CONVIERTAN EN EL INICIO DE UNA NUEVA ERA

She was not afraid of difficulty , she was afraid of the obligation of having to choose path , choosing a path it  meant to lose others.  


En nuestra vida siempre llega un momento cumbre, ese momento que marca la diferencia de una era , de una era que nos hace RENACER, un cambio , que va a marcarnos para siempre el antes y el despues.
Cuesta trabajo dejar el confort , el confort vanal, ese es el peor a veces cuando  nuestro ser no esta en plenitud  , las personas encontramos algo para poder sobrellevar nuestro pesar y hacernos sentir que estamos bien.
Me siento que llegue a un momento el que  debo de crecer espiritual , alimentar mi alma, alimentar mi ser, sentir mis emociones positivas y convertirlas en mi mejor arma, en mi mejor cualidad, en que debo sonreir, en el que debo apreciar la belleza del mundo a mi alrededor sin sentir la nostalgia que me produce el verlas.
Quiero sentirme feliz conmigo misma, ABRAZAR MI SOLEDAD y HACERLA MI MEJOR CUALIDAD , de la cual pueda aprender de mis errores , de mis errores conmigo misma de esos errores que han afectado mi vida y jamas cometerlos, de poder sentarme a ver el atardecer sin pensar en nadie mas que en la felicidad que me produce ver el sol ocultarse y la llegada de la noche.
 Quiero dejar de poner parches en mis heridas y curarlas por completo yo misma, sin la necesidad  de buscar a nadie que las cure, necesito sentir el placer de las cosas no materiales si no de la espiritualidad sana , de la de felicidad que me produzco a  mi misma por el solo hecho de sentirme PLENA , plena por estar en paz con mi ser , en esa paz que no necesitas de nada ni nadie mas que tu fortaleza interna de ti. 
Un cambio espiritual para ser UNA MEJOR MUJER , una feliz , contenta que solo sonrie que no sabe ni entiende de tristesa.
Quiero recuperar mi sonrisa , esa sonrisa pura que tuve tiempo atras y que existia sin ningun hecho  y sin ninguna persona...
No saber de nada mas que de mi bienestar espiritual.
AMATE A TI MISMO LO SUFICENTE PARA SABER CUANDO DEJAR ESE CAMINO LLENO DE ESPINAS Y ENCONTRAR EL LLENO DE FLORES.

             GABRIELA.
  

Ir a la lucha con determinación

abrazar la vida y vivir con pasión.

Perder con clase y vencer con osadía,

por que el mundo pertenece a quien se atreve

y la vida es mucho más para ser una insignificante....

let me put a show for you tigger

THE TRANCE DANCE EXPERIENCE IS BECOMING ONE WITH THE MUSIC AND ONE WITH THE DANCE , SO YOU JUST GO BEYOND THOUGHT BEYOND MIND YOU ARE JUST ONE WITH THE MOMENT THROUGH THE DANCE AND THROUGH THE MUSIC , THAT IS THE DANCE-TRANCE EXPERIENCE.
                               Goa Gil.

POWER - LIGHT- GUIDE

Magic , i do believe in it , some people have it some people do not. 

however not all see and feel the magic the same .

i  feel it in love   

I'm feeling it

Don't close that door, don't walk away
Don't shut your eyes, you can hear me say
I love you now more than everyday
It's okay

Displacement

I WAS DREAMING AND I THOUGHT YOU  WERE HERE , THEN I REALIZED I WAS ACTUALLY AWAKE, SO WRONG , SO WRONG

Caprice

HE IS PART OF ONE THE PEOPLE I REALLY LIKE ,THAT KIND OF PEOPLE  THAT MAKE ME FEEL "THAT THING" 

Misunderstood by many, loved by some many more.




" I MIGHT NOT BE HANDSOME BUT WHEN WOMEN HEAR ME PLAY THEY COME CRAWLING TO MY FEET"

One night in 1713 i dreamed i had made a pact with the Devil and was on my orders. Everything went wonderfully well, all my desires were more than anticipated and satisfied by my new servant. It happened that at one point, I gave my violin and challenged him to play for me a romantic piece. My surprise was great when I heard him play, with great courage and intelligence, a sonata so unusual and romantic like never before heard. That was my wonder, ecstasy and delight that I was stunned and violent emotion aroused me. Immediately I took my violin wishing to remember at least part of what had just heard, but in vain. The sonata I wrote then is, by far the best I’ve ever written and still call it “The Devil’s Sonata”, but it was so inferior to what he had heard in the dream I wish I had my violin break into pieces and give up music forever.  Nicolo Paganini

When i hear him playing i feel every nerve of my senses waking up hypnotized by his incredible art, an ecstasy that makes each minute better, an ecstasy that only a few could feel.

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LA MAGIA DE LA VIDA